.w e ' l l..m o v e..o n.|.g e t..s t r o n g e r.

[mely]

Kyli stopped. "you've gone all pale" she said softly, "just like you did before you... y'know trashed that painting. I don't want to pry, but neither do i want you to blow yourself up, or hurt yourself or y'know..." she tailed off.

[.magnarock.]

He stared, had she seen?
"I dont. . . didn't. . . havent. . done that. ."

[mely]

kyli was surprised at Sei's reaction, "what are you talking about?" she stared at him in disbeleif. "y-you didn't did you?" she asked, with a mixture of suprise and fear. She'd known that Sei could get depressed, but surely not that depressed...

[.magnarock.]

He moved back along the sofa, covering his hands with his sleves further.
"No! . .No. ."
He bit his lip, his face paler than it had been before.

[mely]

"Sei, stop it!" Kyli was getting scared... "look, you've got to understand... I don't know what it is that makes you act like this, so angry and depressed, but whatever it is it's not worth it! Please, don't live your life hating yourself, or getting worried about sh[zz] that's beyond your control."

Kyli was rambling, she had no idea what to say. But she had to say something. There had to be something she could say that would get through to him, cheer him up, calm him down, make him realise that the world wasn't full of sh[zz]...

[.magnarock.]

Sei looked at the floor for while.
"Kyli."
He whispered, looking up at her, this was the first person he'd ever seen concerned in the slightest about him.
"I. . .Just. . .Dont, know why. .I, do it. .I should be able to move on. . but, they just keep on coming back. . .I'm, sorry."

[mely]

"who?" Kyli knew she should be treading carefully, but she was very good at careful. She chewed her lip, anxious for his reply.

[.magnarock.]

"All of them. . ."
Tears where streaming down his face as he recalled each of the four events that had killed the child within him. Leaving only a young fragile body on the outside.
"My. .my. ."
He couldnt tell her, he just couldnt. He subconsiously put his hand on his forehead, leaving a crimson smear from the cut on his thumb.

[mely]

"i-is that blood" kyli asked, momentarily distracted. Then she cursed herself. That wasn't what Sei needed now. She wondered if he needed a hug, or if that would just freak him out. "sorry, I didn't mean.. I mean... well.. y'know" c[zz]- this wasn't going well at all.

[mely]

[soz, gtg- you can move me a bit if you want to, or confess your deep dark secrets *looks hopeful*]